I only smoke to numb the pain
Going mentally insane
Gave you loyalty and time
Tell me why you had to change
I'm recording every day I ain't got the time to waste
She said be patient with me
Cause you know I would do the same for you
Love is a game of two
I'm trying to win, I ain't write the rules
I always thought it would be me and you
I'm a mechanic, can you be the tools
I'm singing melodies, give me the recipe
I need a love potion, she said she done with
Me
I can't get a word in, it's upsetting me
My feelings won't go away, no I can't let it be
Damn, did I treat you that bad
Did I lie
Did I cheat
How did I f*ck up what we had
You lose em, how you get em
Did we move in it too fast
I don't know what you want from me I ain't got nothing to have
So just put it on my tab
Hate the fact I got attached
I thought we were a match
Now my insides black
I'm coping with the drugs
The only thing that can distract me
Think my only problem is I wanted it too badly
I know that it's over
But I can't get it through my head
I would tell you how I feel
But you wouldn't understand
I gotta get it right It's so hard to be a man
So many expectations don't know if I truly can
Meet em, wonder why he always angry
Look at how you treat em
I ain't tryna control you Baby, you can have freedom
I don't mean to trip But you know that I got reasons
I couldn't let you win I was busy playing defense
Cause my heart hurt
Cause my heart hurt
Cause my heart hurt
I only smoke to numb the pain
Going mentally insane
Gave you loyalty and time
Tell me why you had to change
I'm recording every day I ain't got the time to waste
She said be patient with me Cause you know I would do the same for you
Love is a game of two
I'm trying to win, I ain't write the rules
I always thought it would be me and you
I'm a mechanic, can you be the tools