Philly - After Dark Lyrics

You really thought that you could kill me?
Well, I'm back, but I don't want revenge
I just wanna tell the world about how you betrayed me
This song, is no longer who I am
This is who I was at deaths door
This is the story of how I came back to life
And this time, it's personal
So many sleepless nights, stuck up late, dying of thirst
Thanking God for all my homies, who'd ride with me in a hurst
With that bottle in my hand, for me, I wanted the worst
Devil fighting with the Lord, but Jesus saved me first
She left and it broke me, my heart was cold
I cried a river, with tears of gold
I made some mistakes, my soul was sold
To a few women, I let myself fold
I let myself go, and made more mistakes
Foot on the gas, like I cut the brakes
Gone over a hunnid, messing with fate
Flew in the air, I am still here only 'cause God is great, yeah
Scars hid with drip, while gazing at stars
Screwed over chicks, ain't let down our guard
We hit a few licks, drowning from the drip covering our hearts
This is my life, this is the shit that goes on after dark
Yeah, yeah, yeah
This is resurrection
This is my story from darkness to light
Philly
After dark, mobstas come out, getting pulled over while doin a route
Nobody got a clue what we about, don't leave a witness nobody around
Look, I ain't need yo sympathy, more friends for me, I just want your respect
Killing off my enemies, owe debt to me, I'm coming for yo neck
What they gone say, resurrected now I'm dropping they names
Gavin the rapist, then we got AJ, Alec Sos***, yeah, sit down afraid
We got AR's, we got AK's, squashing this beef I will not entertain
Pull up with blicks if you droppin my name, pull up wit sticks and shoot you in the face
Hittas from the south, snipers from the west
My name in ya mouth, puttin holes in ya chest
Never had a doubt, I would be the best
Now I got the clout, need a bullet proof vest
'Cause I'm blessed, and I did it on my own
Unknown numbers dialin my phone
Don't want a kid, gimme some dome
Only knockin once, then we comin in ya home
And we grown, with the semiautomatics
Say he want the thunder, shock em wit the static
Put her ass in my face, so I had to grab it
Always got my guard up, never catch me lacking
My heart was black, ran out of love
Counting up racks, while she sucking my nuts
He keep a strap, I'm with a slut
She on my lap, and I'm all in her guts
Sitting in court, mama cry in my arms
No one to bear my pain, turnt it to art
I went to violence, I turned to self harm
I remain silent, that's gangsta at heart
I will not talk, I will not run my mouth
I'm on ya block, wit my boys from the south
He got a glock, what you think we about
Bitches be on me, 'cause now I got clout
Headed to Chiraq, was chased by the cops
Couple of racks turn yo homies to ops
These rappers faking, they instagram bots
These rapper snaking, so I send em shots
All of these stories, your heart must be cold
Your soul, not music, yeah that's what was sold
Here's the best part, it still hasn't been told
You was seventeen, f*ckin a fourteen year old
At one point, I defended your name
Made me look stupid, for your own gain
Yeah you got bodies, but incoming pain
Bout to get Eazy E'd, life down the drain
Oh, that's a bomb, and I think that's a case
Throw out the condoms, but nut in her face
Said your dick soft, like a bunch of damn grapes
Ain't sayin nun but statutory rape
Let this snake Drew record for free
I show you love, you proceed to snake me
Next time we work, said you'd throw me a bag
Robbed homie to pay, the audacity
Held em at gunpoint, let's settle the score
"Got you your cash, now let me record"
Lucky you alive, but bitch, this is war
Smoking yo shit, then f*cking yo whore
Philly, f*ck Judas and drop all these snakes
But after dark, can't see who's fake
Jizzy claims that she has my back one day
Next, blocks me on everything, doesn't explain
Melayah slides up, callin my name
I cared about you, I took the blame
For all this shit, ain't even say
Left me on read, don't even stay
I treated y'all well and gave you my heart
You bitches left, shoulda knew from the start
Back stabbing me, now I got love scars
Resurrecting, watch me rise to the charts
Shoot for the moon, aim for the stars
Screw over chicks, don't let down your guard
Hit a few licks, guard your damn heart
This is the shit that goes on after dark