I was going through photos the other day
Trying to find a shitty meme to sum up all the things I couldn't say
And I found those selfies you took in my room with my phone while I was away
So I blew them up and hung them on my wall so when I wake I see your face
You're right beside me and everything's okay
And I practised those breathing techniques that you showed me
Inhale every 8 seconds and breathe out everything I don't wanna be
But it don't work the same when you're not here
I lie awake on the floor compiling lists of all my deepest fears
He needed more than me so I'll just disappear
And I know that you're probably with him right now
You'll tell him all of your fears
He'll wanna save you but he won't know how
So he'll try and hold you together and tell you his love is as deep as the sea
And you'll probably raise a finger to his lips and ask him who he wants to be
I hope he loves you nearly half as much as me