Phil Wolfendale - Bellyacher Lyrics

Don't know why I'm still afraid
You understand me
Patch me up as colours fade
And I'll keep finding reasons why I can't just let it go
Avoid the sunlight
Guess it only goes to show
That I don't feel right

Lets go drown all of our fears
So they can't find us
I won't waste your time if you don't waste that drink
I wish I had the guts to follow through
But I conceal it
All these thoughts bring me to you
But I can't feel it

You could solve my head
I could soon be dead
We could fix the world right from my bed
But I'll go numb myself till I can't think
And you'll stay home instead

Beat my gums until they bleed
And still, you listen
What I want vs what I need
The old rendition
How are you not fed up with my shit?
I'm like a broken record
Please just bite my neck and shut me up
Before I start again

You could solve my head
I could soon be dead
We could fix the world right from my bed
But I'll go numb myself till I can't think
And you'll stay home instead

Every night it feels the same
We're going nowhere
We hang around the place like pigeons on the street
Rolling my last cigarette
I mumble softly
"Why can't I just find my feet?"

You could solve my head
I could soon be dead
We could fix the world right from my bed
But I'll go numb myself till I can't think
And you'll play opposite
You'll play opposite

I can't fight the demons in my head
That's why I numb myself till I can't think
So I can go to bed