I Had Hope Video (MV)

I had hope
For the very first time
But I broke
On a fabulous lie
I don't know
If I'm wrong or if I'm right, man
I don't know

Cut it right where it hurt me the most
Stabbed in the back
Turned myself into a ghost

You were right, I was right, we were both (I guess)
Past made us to
Deviate from the oath we swore

I had hope
For the very first time
But I broke
On a fabulous lie
I don't know
If I'm wrong or if I'm right, man
I don't know

All I know
Is that we are not together anymore
Is that my heart is just bleeding on the floor
Our future now is crippled, it has broke
Our future broke
It f*cking broke

All my life spent to walk this path
I never strayed
Never feared aftermath (whatever)

Now this place feels so numb, feels so dark (without you)
Look at me now
I'm a walking question mark

I hate it so I tried
New clothes
New shoes
New car
New boost
New hoes

But the problem's still the same (damn)
I got nothing left to lose
Nor to excuse

I had hope
For the very first time
But I broke
On a fabulous lie
I don't know
If I'm wrong or if I'm right, man
I don't know

After all
All those memories, the only things not gone
You are happy and I lay here on my own
I have never felt so lost or so alone
I'm so alone

I had hope
For the very first time
But I broke
On a fabulous lie
I don't know
If I'm wrong or if I'm right, man
I don't know

All I know
Is that we are not together anymore
Is that my heart is just bleeding on the floor
Our future now is crippled, it has broke.
It f*cking broke
Our future broke

I had hope
For the very first time
But I broke
On a fabulous lie
I don't know
If I'm wrong or if I'm right, man
I don't know

After all
All those memories, the only things not gone
You are happy and I lay on my own
I have never felt so lost and so alone
I'll die alone
I die alone.