Deep Tier (Demo) Video (MV)

Oh I struggle and struggle
To be at peace with myself cuz I put Me through hell
It's killing me
Someone help me out
I've got a tormented mind
I gotta put these words down on Paper just to get through my anger
Yeah I've been fighting and surviving But i'm slowly dying on the inside
I've gotta get out alive
I have to keep pushing on and on
Cuz at the end of the day I pour my Heart on the page
And my blood pumps through these Songs
But I can't keep it together
It's always cloudy weather
It's always cloudy weather
Suicide, a picture perfect painting Sitting
In my mind It draws me in, but I'm Forgetting
That if I died my wife and my Daughter would miss me
And I decide it's not worth such a Sudden ending
The darkness it's hollow
It follows me around wherever I go It's driving me into the ground
But I won't take it, I won't take it, I Won't take it no
This deep tier of depression is getting old
It's getting old
It's getting it's getting it's getting
How many times can I reduce myself To a worthless coward before I go Get Help
Before I go get help
Every time I attempt there's Weakness in my conviction
God knows I've spent way too long Living with this condition
Overwhelming and intense but I Wear a smile that's not revealing
The truth I won't admit
That the pain I feel is never healing
Never healing
Never healing
Take a moment and tell somebody.
If you keep your mouth shut you're Only robbing
Yourself from feeling relief of tension
But they couldn't help you
You failed to mention your scars are Twisted in the shape of a smile
You've been carrying this weight on Your mind for quite a while
But it's too late now
You kept your distance
Your family is dressed in black and reminiscence
Yeah I've been fighting and surviving But I'm slowly dying on the inside
Its always cloudy weather
Its always cloudy weather