Phero Hill - Time Will Heal (feat. Breana Marin) Lyrics

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I been lookin' for a way out
Is anybody out there
Anybody

I don't wanna stand alone
'Cause sometimes, sometimes I feel just like I'm doomed
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal

As the sun sets and the night falls
I'm surrounded by the dark within these white walls
I been imprisoned by all the horrors that haunt me
Remembering my aunt and all the memories she brought me
Damn, is it a dream or nightmare
Why am I feeling like the felicity is right there
And I just can't seem to take hold
Grieving as the pain grows, no way to escape though
That's why I lay low always so insecure
Been slowly coming to terms that this is what I deserve
From all the sinning and venom I've hidden from the beginning
But this ain't even a minute a what my family endured
So I unravel the roots
If I could travel through the past then I'd battle my youth
'Cause I been gathering proof
That all the happiness is nothing but a fraction of truth

I don't wanna stand alone
'Cause sometimes, sometimes I feel just like I'm doomed
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal

So is it time to accept I could never be complacent
The feeling of fulfilled is always sittin' adjacent
Sick of being patient, maybe I should embrace it
'Cause isn't everybody surviving to make a statement
Another number in the system right
Just another motherf*cker playin' victim right
It's all been centered in summoning the serenity
But since I was a youngin I've struggled with my identity
Like what's real, I'm lettin' my trust build
But everything's unfilled and nothin' but uphill
And honestly until, my timing and luck yields
My anxiety is heightened by how giving up feels
I always thought I'd grow
But at this point my self esteem is at an all time low
And every smile's a façade in concealing the fear
'Cause I don't recognize the image that I see in the mirror, it aint me

I don't wanna stand alone
'Cause sometimes, sometimes I feel just like I'm doomed
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal