P&H - no energy. Lyrics

Yeah, I'm so tired of these problems I just wanna smile and happily disown them
But life just doesn't play that way, sometimes you need to realize that they exist to face, yeah
But I just wanna run away, maybe find another place, cause right here they do create
More (More, more)
I know I cannot run away, question every step I take, feel like no one can relate
No (No, no)
Even though some do, but my view is blocked by all the fingers pointing at me, making me feel like a fool
Maybe it's just you, who doesn't realize that we just grew in different directions that we wanna pursue
And I just wanna be kind, but mentally I feel like I'm a bad guy
'Cause people say that I might, but I'm not too sure
I'm a villain in disguise, the type that I myself despise
Feel like I'm hurting inside, wish my heart was pure
Please stop me from becoming evil, lately I don't know what to believe in
In the mirror I see the biggest enemy, please don't talk to me, I got no energy
Another fight that ends in disappointment, I'm feeling tired of being another problem
And you keep wasting my time by stealing identities, so don't talk to me, I got no energy
Shouldn't take this seriously, cause I'm so fed up with you playing me this time
Need to go to a therapist and talk about this, cause lately I'm falling behind, yeah
So many voices in my head are saying that I'm the cause of so much pain
While I'm just in my room creating music, so I can't be saved from all this pressure
That's getting put on me, I started overusing pleasure
Man it's so sad to see the happy me vanish, while acting so reckless
Your toxic shit is very infectious, you're teaching me lessons on how not to be
That's why I keep on stressing that I don't wanna be near you, all because you try to mess with everything
That I keep doing
And I just wanna be kind, but mentally I feel like I'm a bad guy
Cause people say that I might, but I'm not too sure
I'm a villain in disguise, the type that I myself despise
Feel like I'm hurting inside, wish my heart was pure
Please stop me from becoming evil, lately I don't know what to believe in
In the mirror I see the biggest enemy, please don't talk to me, I got no energy
Another fight that ends in disappointment
I'm feeling tired of being another problem
And you keep wasting my time, by stealing identities, so don't talk to me, I got no energy
Need to face these problems, it's time to go
I got locked in nonsense, that's all I know
The goals to get the key back to gain controll
But I got time to relapse, that's how I'll fall
But that's what makes us human
We keep on fighting every day, even if we will end up losing
Life should be fun amusement
Cause it's a bigger shame to give up on something you love pursuing
Now prove that you can do it don't be ashamed
Talk to your friends but their fingers pointing at your face
Fight together, promise that the good times worth the wait
And never forget to hold on to the peace you create
And I just wanne be fine, but mentally I feel like I'm a bad guy
This thought is making me tired, but It still keeps roll'n
I'm not a villain in disguise, need to kill all these demons inside
Still keep on wasting so much time, wishing my heart was pure
Please stop me from becoming evil, lately I don't know what to believe in
In the mirror I see the biggest enemy
Please don't talk to me, I got no energy
Another fight that ends in disappointment
I'm feeling tired of being another problem
And you keep wasting my time by stealing identities, so don't talk to me, I got no energy
Yeah, don't talk to me, I got no energy
Nothing here is as fun as it once used to be
I keep on running away, but I need to face my dreams
So don't talk to me, I got no energy
I got no energy for you cause you play with my feelings
I just wanna lock myself inside a room with no one speaking
Cause every day is just a loop of pain with way more dealing's
So please stop talking to me, I got no energy