Peura - Funeral Lyrics

Tell me how it goes
For I've tried to be holy
But grace is all he said
With a cigarette in hand

So tell me then who knows
That I am always lonely
And none of what they said
Would help me understand

When I was losing heart, you knew
When I was giving up, you knew
That I had fallen far, you knew
But where were you
Where were you
When I was losing heart, you knew
When I was giving up, you knew
That I had fallen far, you knew
But where were you
Already at my funeral

Show me how to trust
When everything seems phony
And grace becomes a way
Just short of ignorance
Show me then the must
Or maybe just the only
For all that goes beyond
Just feels like play pretend

When I was losing heart, you knew
When I was giving up, you knew
That I had fallen far, you knew
But where were you
Where were you
When I was losing heart, you knew
When I was giving up, you knew
That I had fallen far, you knew
But where were you
Already at my funeral
Already at my funeral