Too many drugs in my brain right now
Mama she telling me slow it down
I thought I had this shit figured out
All this hatred pour it out
Too many drugs in my brain right now
Mama she telling me slow it down
I thought I had this shit figured out
All this hatred pour it out
I'm sorry for what I did to you
Can't change it now that's just the truth
I hope you find what you're looking for
I hope you're happy now I'm gone
You stay sober for reputation
I take drugs just to block out the fake shit
I can't live with all this pain man
I can't dream with all this hatred
Hand full of pills that's my medication
F*ck your judgment I just stay lit
Try to comprehend what I'm just saying
F*ck that shit you think I'm playing
F*ck living long
Even my friends know I've given up
Bottle to my head now somethings wrong
Getting too high man what the f*ck
Sober nights where I can't hide yeah
Drink after drink the very next time yeah
Fight after fight yeah
Night after night yeah
Everything's different where the f*ck did the time go
Yeah I tried to make it simpler
I tried to get to her
Wish it was easier
Now I just question my worth
Just tried to make it work
I tried to change her
Too many drugs in my brain right now
Mama she telling me slow it down
I thought I had this shit figured out
All this hatred pour it out
I'm sorry for what I did to you
Can't change it now that's just the truth
I hope you find what you're looking for
I hope you're happy now I'm gone
Too many drugs in my brain right now
Mama she telling me slow it down
I thought I had this shit figured out
All this hatred pour it out
I'm sorry for what I did to you
Can't change it now that's just the truth
I hope you find what you're looking for
I hope you're happy now I'm gone