Peter Rider - The Last One / Middle of Nowhere Lyrics

Guess it's predictable where we met, like it's the new trend
But I never imagine it would work to meet someone cute and go on a date
Let's call it a "date", the going out we had, after some weeks we met
After the video calls, the calls, and I like you's we said

Isn't it clear by now, I always put on my best suit
When I'm about to go out with someone I like, like you
I guess I'm not the only one who tries to look perfect
Guess I'm not the only one whose heart after has been breaking

It's also predictable I took hours and I procrastinate
That's why I took a taxi cab with all my money, all in vain
Got there on time, smoke a cigarette and go for a walk
A couple of kisses, couples of hugs, some hands down, but still not the one

I know it ain't your fault that you think and act like you did
But it's your fault to make me believe, play with me and it seems
Like if what we've been talking and what we've just done
Doesn't mean a thing at all, were you just bored?

F*ck the politeness of this song, and f*ck you too
This is the last time I'll listen to 4 in the morning and cry about you
Cry about anyone, not anymore this is it, I'll think more before
You're the last one I let hurt me, the last one alive I let go

But it's part of growing up, categorize things in the right side
You're a cool friend, to talk stupid and to laugh at that
Still I hate you, and you know it's a joke
But I hope you find your way, that's it J, oh

We are all the same and I am like you, a jerk
But I wouldn't do you wrong if I know you care
So what's the worth of a sorry after f*cking someone else?
Do you want me to believe you'll not be the same?
If you did it once I'll expect it twice
I don't gotta expect anything from you now
Something kinda broke inside you with a joke of mine
But you ain't joking so how would I not break apart?
You ripped when I expect you'd be the blue of my jeans
But you don't fit within my patterns and within my dreams
I know I said we couldn't be more than just friends
But that ain't mean I like you, that ain't mean I care
That meant I didn't know you, we're strangers and it's strange
How low expectations could turn out lower than what I expect
And how much of a mess I didn't expect this to be
But now I find myself at 3 am repeating this beat

The scariest thing about distance is that you
Don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you
If I'm writing this down it's cuz I don't wanna go mad then
Or maybe I'm gonna embrace my own madness
If birds could fly anywhere but they choose to stay
Does that mean I'll do the same, I will just go away
We've all been broken by someone we will die for
But if you let yourself be broke you ain't stupid, you're in love

Guess sometimes you just gotta give up on some
Not cause you don't care but it's cause they don't
Sometimes some people don't realize what we are
Until we walk away from them and they're like what
You'll never know how important a moment is
Till it will then just become another memory
So you gotta put all we went through in the back
And regret cause I know you'll remember and it will hurt ya
I admit I really like you but it ain't worth it anymore
It's unbelievable how it takes one action to f*ck
It all, it's amazing how words can do that
They kill and shred your insides apart
Not every sorry deserves an it's okay in return
And you don't deserve to fall in love anymore
I needed to say what I was feeling, I'm direct

You either say it and f*ck it up or don't and let it f*ck you up instead
Told myself don't stress yourself over shit you can't change
Life's too short to let the negative lead all your way
Don't wait till it's too late, you won't have another chance
That's why I'm getting the f*ck out, out of this place

I ain't waiting for the storm to pass
I learnt how to dance in the dark
I find myself in the middle of nowhere
But in the middle of nowhere I'll find myself...