Peter Rider - Normal. Lyrics

I don't know where love gets all its power
Fueled by the energy of our heart beats
It can make you feel like you're high flying
And destroy you in a second or a heartbeat
Is it actually really bad to be that sentimental?
Or is it cuz the person to be it with is still not found
I wanted it to be you but somehow it is crucial
To feel it when we talk that's the only way I can know
If I told you that it's not cause I'm the one crazy
I like you a lot and yea I want to with you try it
I was really sure you wanted to try it too
That's what you said when we slept in your home
Unfortunately life, it just seems like it's all a tragedy
The coldest, hardest people were once as soft as water
And we all gotta deal with our internal problems and demons
But sometimes all alone you won't get to the solution

I know this may sound bad to say it
But I think people don't deserve it
When were in love we give our all
And we expect the same in return
I say it cuz I do wanna make you happy
It's like you're different than yesterday
I'm not sure I can stay this way another day
Is it actually all normal then?

On Thursday night you were as sweet as sangria
And the following days I didn't even get ya
How you want me to feel if it all went from the
"I love you, I feel secure with you, you're the best of 2017"
And from that day til you said you didn't wanna talk
All I read was its ok, cool, sure, well, uh huh
Did I think it was all a lie? Maybe I did
Did I remember I trust your eyes looking at me?
So did I think it was you going through some shit?
Yea that's all I wanted to believe and that's what I did
Still doesn't take away the fact I can't continue like that
This time it is not just you, it's all about us

I know this may sound bad to say it
But I think people don't deserve it
When were in love we give our all
And we expect the same in return
I say it cuz I do wanna make you happy
It's like you're different than yesterday
I'm not sure I can stay this way another day
Is it actually all normal then?

I said what's up with all the change I don't feel good like this
You said it was just you, you were cold and sweet sometimes
I know it's a lie and there's more you don't wanna tell
I wish you did cause all I wanted was to help
You sheltered yourself and drifted away in the river Past
You gotta learn to swim again and I wanted to be the lifeguard
I wish you could tell me what's going on inside that beautiful dark mind
Maybe I can shine a light with the smiles you made me had
I haven't touched anyone nor myself since I met you
Cause all I wanna touch is your hand and heart, you
Haven't thought of, haven't seen, nor haven't... feel at all
But if you don't feel the same say it now or I'm gone

I know this may sound bad to say it
But I think people don't deserve it
When were in love we give our all
And we expect the same in return
I say it cuz I do wanna make you happy
It's like you're different than yesterday
I'm not sure I can stay this way another day
Is it actually all normal then?