Sometimes up, sometimes down
Find my feet on solid ground
Sometimes hot, sometimes cold
Some days young and some days old
Close my eyes, looking out
Breathe it in now breathe it out
Changing lanes, speeding up
Change it back and slow it down
My own fear works like a drug
I am just afraid I'm a monster that is running away with myself, away with myself
He is just a girl he don't understand the secrets we keep from ourselves, keep from ourselves
I am just a fake, chasing monsters that are running away with myself, my brain is my hell
Every single day sun it breaks and I'm running away from myself this pain is my wealth
I am just a fake, I am running, I am running away with myself, away with myself
I am my own fate, but I'm only just running away from myself, away from this hell
I am just a sucker, chasing something I cannot see with my eyes my life's in disguise
I am just a fake, I am just a monster, get me away from myself, away from myself
Get me away from myself, away from myself