PERR - Permanent Brain Damage Lyrics

So what
I'm just here left to rot thinking About you
Thinking bout What I did and How I got so far away from you
Every single little lie you would Say
I still remember those cold toxic Days
Of texting you all day
But your perception of me is Just lust
That's why I cant give out my Trust
When I'm down thinking about You
I'll smoke you away
I'm just tryna forget about you
In every way
Poisoned memory left to stay
Torments me everyday
Learnt to Forced myself to Change my ways

Most days I force myself to stay Cold
Cuz I know theres no road that's Not dark and cold
The tunnels a long narrow road
I'll die any minute
That's my peace within it
Struggle and keep on living
Till my time come
Keep myself numb
With my dirty habits
Addicted to tragic
That's just how I cope
With no Hope
Lost that shit
Long ago
The torment you left behind in My mind
Follows me through out this Journey
I'll be fine