Perfecitizen - Tainted Lyrics

When I get lost in the dephts of all my thoughts I wonder if I ever could get out
Everything that I believed in is now consuming me
I believe in death, in life
What I really get? Just a bunch of lies
Digging deep inside myself I kept my hope living
I tried by keeping it alive to keep myself breathing
I rejected truth wanting be alive but now I'm prepared to die... just die
Everything is a lie, just let me get out
Horror, madness bound me with a barbed wire
Fly in cursed spaces, vomit my disgraces I just want to
I just want to let my black blood flowing, let my dead eyes glowing
I just want to scream out the spell inside of me
No way out. I am The One - King of flies, aborted by an asphixiated
I live inside sad and exhausted minds
Welcome to my paradise
All of my attempts to do the right thing are destroyed
And my hopes were cutted out by rusty scissors
Now as I sit here in my own blood I figured out
That the way is only one and that way is to be alone
The unbearable pain starts changing me'
Like a damned ghost in the dephts of my broken mind
I wonder if I really want to get out
Everything that I...
All that I feared now motivates me
Far away I have time
I am not dead
I'm alive