Perceptions - Isolate Lyrics

I watch the seasons change
Every day is
Black and white
I'm tired of fighting this fight
Lord, please take my life

Everybody leaves
What does this mean
For a mess like me?
Did you ever care?
Am I still a burden that you bear?

Constantly lying to me
Constantly making me afraid
Do I not understand my pain?
How long can I act this way
Until I kill myself someday
Did you ever care?
Am I still a burden that you bear?

Solitude never sat so well with me
So I'll stop searching for
A counterpart

And find joy in my own company
I'll start seeking this serenity within me
Cause I would rather be lonely
Then consumed by the grief
If not letting go
Of what's killing me

Isolate me

Look at the mess I made
I'm hoping I can see
A world better off without me
Everybody leaves
What does this mean
For a mess like me?
Did you ever care?
Am I still a burden that you bear?

Talking to myself
Lying to myself
I am every color
I am like the others
Let it burn
Let me burn away

Talking to myself
Lying to myself
Noose around my neck
It all sounds the same
Let it burn
Let me burn away

And find joy in my own company
I'll start seeking this serenity within me
Cause I would rather be lonely
Then consumed by the grief
If not letting go
Of what's killing me

Isolate me
Isolate me