Pearson Lewallen - Something Left to Burn Lyrics

I'm giving up
This feeling that I'm not enough
The fear that I'm unworthy of love
The guilt. The dread. It haunts me, still
You called the bluff
I'm not your diamond in the rough
The boy that you've been dreaming of
The song inside your head that I cannot sing, dear
She says "you need to find God again, you're lost"
But I know exactly where I've been
Honey, I just can't stand the thought
Of ever letting you down again
And I'll be anything but a liar
I put my faith on the funeral pyre
Just to see if there was something left to burn
Blasphemous
This house and its inhabitants
And you don't know the half of it
You prayed for me to find grace here
A sacrament
A fix for all my accidents
That makes me feel inadequate
So take and eat and drink and have faith, dear
She says "you need to find God again, you're lost"
But I know exactly where I've been
Honey, I just can't stand the thought
Of ever letting you down again
And I'll be anything but a liar
I put my faith on the funeral pyre
Just to see if there was something left to burn