Gotta' dig pass the surface
Deep down I am hurtin'
Servin' a purpose
This pain ain't for nothin'
Behind close curtains
I've had enough
But when the goin' gets tough
Ain't gon' give it up
Ain't gon' give it up
Gotta' dig pass the surface
Deep down I am hurtin'
Servin' a purpose
This pain ain't for nothin'
Behind close curtains
I've had enough
But when the goin' gets tough
Ain't gon' give it up
Ain't gon' give it up (hmm)
I tried to show you so different
Teach you that life is worth livin'
P-Doll is what you've been missin'
You too busy caught up in ya lil' feelings
Wish you would try to open up and listen
Find out what is the real meaning
Don't you switch up and be different
Stick to the plan it's the mission
I know you cannot deny
Confusion from feelings buried deep inside
Don't wanna go on anymore
I'm servin' a purpose
Know this pain ain't for nothin'
Behind these closed curtains
I've had enough
Gotta dig pass the surface
Deep down I am hurtin'
Servin' a purpose
This pain ain't for nothin'
Behind close curtains
I've had enough
But when the goin' gets tough
Ain't gon' give it up
Ain't gon' give it up
I'll face all my fears
I probably dropped about a billion tears
Feelin' real pain for years
Been gone for just two years
Oh boy, how am I gonna make it
Lyin' on the floor
Suicide I'm contemplatin'
Been here before
Starin' blankly at that wide open door
Im not goin'
Tried to tell y'all
The truth what I been showin'
Model but no posin'
Run off wit the bag
I got the tokens
Tell 'em good riddance
Stay away from me if you been sinnin'
In this city full of sinners
Chew you up and spit you out
Like you're just for dinner
Ain't gon' give it up
Ain't gon' give it up (Hmm)