Paulina - a song i wrote Lyrics

So many questions I'll never have the answers to
Part of me wishes I never picked up that call from you
But I know I couldn't escape it
Made your choice and had to break it to me

But did you mean all of the things that you ever said?
All of the plans we made, I know that wasn't in my head
You told me I was your family
But words meant shit the day you left me

Now I wanna know

Did your sister ask how I'm doing?
Did you tell her how you ruined this?
You say you're going through it
Justify how you could do this
But do you think about me when you fall asleep?
Do you read texts back 'stead of counting sheep?
Miss me in your arms and underneath your sheets

You might think you don't
You can tell yourself that
But I know
You're listening to a song I wrote

You told me that you wanted a love song
But giving up, it didn't take you very long
I didn't want it to end like this
But you made your bed and lied in it

Oh I wanna know

Did your sister ask how I'm doing?
Did you tell her how you ruined this?
You say you're going through it
Justify how you could do this
But do you think about me when you fall asleep?
Do you read texts back 'stead of counting sheep?
Miss me in your arms and underneath your sheets

Oh you might think you don't
You can tell yourself that
But I know
You're listening to a song I wrote

Now I'm just some girl you know
I was there
When you wanted to make a show
Felt on top of the world until you lost control
Took the easy way
Let the good part of your life go

Hope you're proud of your decision (proud of your decision)
Keep your ammunition (keep your ammunition)
When you're dating other women

Hope you quit the repetition
Quit the repetition
Quit the repetition

You might think you don't
You can tell yourself that
At least I know
You're listening to this song I wrote