Yeah, this is my escape
This is my estate, this is where I stay
Pissed at my mistakes, pictures that I paint
Listen all the hate, deaf to it
Stayin' up, no rest, screw it
Worry about what the rest doin', tell myself to just do me
Excuse me, I come off full of shit, got a lot on my plate
You got your life all set up, great, I'm steppin' up to the plate
Bitch, I'm enterin' the playin' field, but am I at the right gate?
Evil shit in this game I play, I say what's best for me
When I got the drive for the trip, how much gas fits in the tank?
How many hours waste in a day?
Clouded thoughts sit in my brain
Tryna find the right train for it
Solely trained for it, who the f*ck gonna do the right thing for it
For me, shit, of course me
Pray for it, tryna find me a saint for it
Knowin' everything is paid for, all you see, everything is laid down for
Sold ya ssoul, just to get a couple albums sold, mine for gold
Rappin' like I'm in a rush, what's timin', ha
Hittin' on the clutch drivin', I'm realizin'
That just cause they friendly don't mean they family
Wishin' my shit, wishin' my shit was hands-free
Anxious about climbin' up the hill, antsy
Shit be hurting me, jealousy and envy
Is starting to be a reoccurring theme, ain't nobody reassuring me
I'ma make it, I'm live now, but are they even gonna tape it?
I'm cookin' up, but are they even gonna taste it?
What if they hear my shit and they think it's basic
Are they even gonna say shit? Just face it
Lone knight goes, lone knight goes
Lone knight goes home
Lone Knight
Yeah, all they talk about is "Hardest White Boy Since Jack"
Man, f*ck all that, I'm the hottest motherf*ckin' in rap, that's "Since Pat"
I'm just tryna make an impact, bars hit hard like you been smacked
Take a look at rap, lately shit about double taps
Which turns into rushed and trouble raps
Ay throw that cash
I'd be mad, only reason bitches even looked to me
Cause my parents got a f*ckin' bunch of stacks
Hope I get me a f*ckin' couple fans
That like my wraps (raps), like I'm Matt Milano blitzing through the gap
R.I.P. to the bars that I missed that
Popped in my head, forgot to write down
Shout out to the people who wish I put the mic down
Bitch, I might drown, no CLB bitch, pipe down
You hear what I say, you might frown
I'm bout to say what I feel like
Get a real life, you chronically online
On the mic, I deliver shit, Amazon Prime
Once in my life showed up to this shit, and I'm on time
Y'all be so blind, tell me what's a artist without his own mind
Tryna do me bogus like he ain't passed his own prime
That ain't nothin' to f*ckin' celebrate about
F*ck it man, I'm workin' out, no fitbit shit
I'm in the cut, no wrist slit shit
Don't tell me if I can or can't, bitch I'ma kick the shit
I been with this shit, ever since I was f*ckin' spittin' shit
Up in middle school with that boy Trevor Mills
And that Milkman who lil'
And you bet I'm ill, got a head of steel
Bitch, put me on a pedestal
Flow smooth, Cetaphil, bitch
Even in my sleep, better still