September Love (feat. Ana) Video (MV)

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I'll never be able to love you with the same intensity as you love me
You only feel that type of love once in your life
But I can promise to love you with maturity
Give you the joy that comes with peace and tranquility
I apologize in advance if I hurt you
I know the dangers of loving with intensity
You can lose yourself and may never come back
All of the nexts always dumbing the ex
Saying it makes no sense when you are the sweetest and the best at sex
They're crazy, you're perfect
I expose them to all of my flaws and imperfections for them to project
They always believe they can heal me and fix me even though I reject
No, maybe I'm the issue
I am who I am there's none you can do that they haven't done yet
You and the ones to come, and the ones that have left
Can't seem to understand I'm not something that you can perfect
I mirror my imperfections on you to reflect
Only to end up hating each other for whom we became
Forgetting who we were at the start and start throwing blame
You have to stay conscious these are the rules of the game
I warn you right now, it is your fault for trying to tame what can not be tamed
I've fallen in love once before but never again
I wanna make you remember
That love in September
That passion in pleasure
Forgetting lust for the better
That there's a forever
If we stay together
It didn't matter how much I turned you down
You stayed by my side and stuck around
Didn't ask for my love didn't ask for a crown
You wanted to gain it and earn it
Didn't wanna control it just learn it
Hearing my stories and seeing my cuts
They're a bit gory but you see behind all my flaws
Its okay, I want to do this
Please let me do this
Saying that you have enough love for us
Don't care for my past just care for my future
You want it to last and show me the feeling is mutual
You understand that I'm scared but you're not like usual
Your heart is pure in a world that's delusional
That's why I'm scared of the baggage I carry I don't wanna hurt you
Teach you the way that I love and I lust and later pervert you
My mind is saying don't let her get close and later desert you
So please tell your mind to tell your heart he doesn't deserve you
No, I don't deserve you
Lord knows I ain't been myself lately
Even taught myself how to hate me
Thought about killing myself before you met me
And despite my flaws you still wanna date me
You wanna correct me
You never neglect me
Out of all of these dudes you had to detect me
You fell for the mood didn't choose to select me
You tell the moon to never reject me
You talking to god asking to save me
You plead for my heart and told him to never forget me
Cause you understood me when no one could get me
Cleared all my thoughts of the ones that were deadly
Taking your time so patient so friendly
Waiting for me to open my heart and my mind till I'm ready
To give me the type of affection I haven't felt from any
And I've f*cked with many
I know I'm just twenty
But I've never felt love like the one that I'm getting
You got the type of affection that people envy
As we make love I wanna cry so I tell you I'm sorry
You said don't be sorry
Im sorry I'll never be able to love you the same
But I promise on god you'll never have to go through my type of pain
It's okay
I am not whoever hurt you
No, I know
I know
It just doesn't feel real
Like it's all too good
And I'm afraid one day I'll wake up
And you'll be gone
Once you realize I'm not
Mi amor
No
Ya te dije que no soy como las demás
Yo si te quiero de verdad-