if you look hard enough Video (MV)

If you look hard enough, it rains Memories fade as I pass from place to place
People speak of me as vain I'm trapped inside a dried-out cage
I take a walk and every step is heavy I need breaks because I fear the steady
I grab myself in a chokehold to feel safe And keep on falling down the drain
If you look hard enough, it rains If you look hard enough, it rains
I wish that tears would scroll down my face And the worst is that I know that I'm the
One to blame If you look hard enough, it rains
I want to be alone but fear the loneliness Trapped in ambiguity until there's nowhere
Left
If you look hard enough, it rains