Pas/Cal - greater picture (w. intro) Lyrics

Now, while I still picture you
And me, I know it's better for you not to see me anymore. I try to finish this song, not knowing how. I have to let go, but I don't know how
Because I simply can't, and I don't want to. We did what's best for both of us, we thought. Now, while I think it will be the best for you, my heart ripped in two
And I left you the other half. You did everything for me, and it feels like I did nothing for you. You were my safe space, the recharge

To recreate selfish, I know. Now, I'm looking at my phone to numb the pain. The same place I tried to escape is the one that made you feel detached in the first place
I don't need to look at the pictures to remind myself how you feel. Your smell in the morning, so addictive. My behavior, so predictive. But why am I this way
There's no greater picture anymore, because you were that