I will be the leader of the band, and I will forge worlds with my hands
Although, they've never been the fastest
And if they're not then I am not enough
I will find the friends I'm longing for, they're already at my front door
And I just can't seem to connect
Maybe I'll just never be enough
I'll rip the wiring out clean and tear the fabric of my genes
To find that everything's intact
And find the problem is I'm not enough
It feels like some friendships are alliances
And I feel like I don't know where to go
Sure seems like I'm just starting to deal with this
A long and icy road
Sometimes I just really wanna cry and have it all come out my eyes
And nose but I can't seem to get it
I'll never feel emotions quite enough
I will write 100,000 songs and the lyrics will always come out wrong
And my voice will never sit quite right on them
I guess nothing I do is quite enough
'Cause it feels like some friendships are alliances
And I don't know exactly where to go
Sure seems like I'm just starting to deal with this
A long and icy road
I guess I'll pretend that I'm a band until one person understands
And then they'll be in on the joke
And maybe then I'll finally be enough