Parisa - Waves Lyrics

I'm not a water baby
Took me two years to learn to swim
And I don't go in often
And I'm not crazy bout the rain it always makes me stay in
When I oughta be doing things
So why does rain fall anyway
When I'm not in a stable place
This motions getting used to me
Distracted when I'm busy but it hits me when I stop
Spending my lifetime riding the waves
Balancing high nights with lonely days
This ebb and flow is natural
So why do I feel so afraid
Spending my lifetime tryna be brave
One minute I'm up and then there's tears round my face
I take a blow
Reach a low
Here we go
Back under the water
Again and again and again and again
And again and again and again and again
And again
Been feeling sea sick lately
Circumstances rock my boat
And I'm struggling to stay afloat
Cos all this water weight isn't great
I feel anxiety bloat
So why's the water run this way
When I'm not in a stable place
This motions getting used to me
Distracted when I'm busy but it hits me when I stop
Spending my lifetime riding the waves
Balancing high nights with lonely days
This ebb and flow is natural
So why do I feel so afraid
Spending my lifetime trying to be brave
One minute I'm up and then there's tears round my face
I take a blow
Reach a low
Here we go
Back under the water
I trip and stumble and the waters running up to neck
(Currents are strong, dragging me under)
Wasn't so long ago, it's happening all over again
And again and again and again
Spending my lifetime riding the waves
Balancing high nights with lonely days
This ebb and flow is natural
So why do I feel so afraid
Spending my lifetime trying to be brave
One minute i'm up and then there's tears round my face
I take a blow
Reach a low
Here we go
Back under the water
Again and again and again and again
And again and again and again and again
And again
Dragging me under the water
Again