Paragon Collapse - Climbing the Abyss Lyrics

Trying to live in death's cage
Trying to forgive myself for existing
Even though inside I feel a burning rage
I feel this is the perfect day for exiting

Wanting to be free of this pain
I don't want to live in vain
To my thoughts I should obey
And take my life
Why do I still waver?
Why do I feel something
Taking a grip upon me
And holding me back?

Is it really something
Or is it my fear?
I saw my reflection
In razor's mirror

Why did I stop
I was scared by my reflection
I saw death in my eyes
I saw real horror

A feverish feeling
Steps inside of me
A new dawn I see
In this painful scenery

Suddenly, my mind is washed by floods of thoughts
My heart is pounding, breaking my chest
A weird tiny light intrudes the caverns of my soul
And I found myself waiting for me

Now destiny, here I come...