Allow me to elaborate
On the state in which you left me
With bleeding heart and sunken eyes
My breathing slow and heavy
Thick cigars and whiskey glasses
Line the ground at my feet
Wishing you the best in life
I'm growing up
But I'm not showing up tonight
Yeah there's a place in me
Where all my dreams take hold
I showed her everything
She left it drab and cold
Devastated
Space and Sky
Flowers trees and castles high
Repairing all this will take time so I'll
Take a breath and rest my tired eyes
One last thing before I quit
While I'm comfortable in my skin
The lines we drew, the shit we said
All the time and effort wasted
Sulking, jealous, tracing lies
Dreams forgotten, friendships died
Repairing all this will take time
But I've made the effort
And paid the debt for it
Yeah there's a place in me
Where all my dreams take hold
I showed her everything
She left it drab and cold
Devastated
Space and Sky
Flowers trees and castles high
Repairing all this will take time so I'll
Take a breath and rest my tired eyes