Your eyes
They tear right through me like my flesh is
Paper thin it makes me
Sick to my gut
My shaking hands won't let me swing and
Now I'm kneeling
On the ground and wishing
I had time
To try it all again
To start over and save myself from
All this searing pain
My darling please
Please don't take this away
I prayed for you to stay
But now I'm begging you to leave
I don't believe
We could ever have a chance in hell
I'm crawling on my hands and knees
And asking you to let me be myself
Selfish ways
Bringing me down again
I'm hoping that you find a way to
See through the lies
You're telling all the time
Though nothing seems much better
Than hiding in plain sight
With all the smirks
The crooked smiles and those puffy eyes
Sarcastic tones in your goodbyes
That no one ever hears