PAPER MILL - You're Getting Married Lyrics

Threw a stone at the moon,
And I was hoping it would orbit and drop down,
At the window of your bedroom, if you only knew.
Tried to bend laws of nature,
I tried to teach myself how to hate you,
But it took more than I've got,
If you only knew.
That I'm on the edge of forever with you on my mind,
You'd open your window but hey you just ain't got the time.

You're getting married and I'm getting lost,
In bottles and bends in the road, f*ck it, girl it's your loss.
You're getting married and I'm getting lost,
Bullshit and bravado are worthless but come at a cost.
And that cost is more than I can afford.

I'm alone in a room,
Except for spiders in the corners and flies hungry for doom,
And I'm ashamed to admit I want the same thing they do.
Tried to bend laws of nature,
I tried to teach myself how to hate you,
But it took more than I've got, if you only knew.
That I'm on the edge of forever with you on my mind.
You'd open your window but hey you just ain't got the time.

You're getting married and I'm getting lost,
In bottles and bends in the road, f*ck it, girl it's your loss.
You're getting married and I'm getting lost,
Bullshit and bravado are worthless but come at a cost.
And that cost is more than I can afford.

I'm aware that's a place I can't go.
And I'm aware that I made it so.
If I could just find a way back home.

You're getting married and I'm getting lost,
In bottles and bends in the road, f*ck it, girl it's your loss.
You're getting married and I'm getting lost,
Bullshit and bravado are worthless but come at a cost.
And that cost is more than I can afford.