Pandora - laundromat Lyrics

I'm sitting in a laundromat, trying to wring out my feelings
I think I'm no part of that, as the universe is starting to reveal
Life goes on and that's what they're trying to say to me
Staring to the vacancy, all I see are playful things
Faking all this flagrant green, praying that someone's here for me
I pray that someone's hearing me, heart shattered fatality
I think that someone's mad at me, I know that someone's pining me
I hope I'm not too blind to see the signs that wave so casually
I treat them all so commonly, I know it might be hard to leave
Emotions I keep battling, can't have them come out carnally
Emotions that I'm stacking past the pattern, blackened madness
I've been battered in the past since cause my heart it wasn't strapped in
Burn tacky cast of passion that I thought that I could pack in
And all my memories and bad ideas and sins that never happened
I've been waiting for the day that I can live how I imagine
All the things that I've been lacking, how they'd happen with some magic
And I'd practice what I fashioned out of phrases that I'm catching
From my failures and my catches, now I'm singing out this madness
I'm sitting inside a laundromat, trying to wring out all my feelings
I don't think that I have a part in that, as the universe has already revealed
There's no sleeping for the wicked and that's why I lay insomniac
I'll sleep when I find peace and that won't be until I love again
Don't go peeping whether I'll be at the function or in bed
I need coffee for my head, too much coffee leaves me dead
Too much coffee leaves me yearning for the absence in my heart
It's the passion causing harm, too much absence and desire
Love is lasting after dark, I'm not lasting past the dawn
Where did I even go wrong, why did I start writing this song
My love is like a laundromat, it serves a single purpose
Just to clean off all the filth and all my lovers from the world
And just to dry out all the tears that were caused by a single person
And I'm certain if it's someone else, then they would feel less worthless
But I'm serving out my days, just clearing out the spin cycle
Clearing after names just for paradise to win idols
Paralysis and twin titles, anxiety from your man
I don't know if I can clarify when it's my turn to win
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know