I'm turning
In circles
Around myself trying to catch my tail
Born to fail
Born to lose
Live to win
That's what I thought
When I was a young boy
I thought I could conquer the whole world
I thought it was possible
It's impossible
I can't even put my shit together
And figure a way out of this hell
I can't even open my own shell
Maybe I go out for a drink or two to forget
If I come back waisted it must of been worth it
Don't leave me alone with me
I'm going to hurt myself tonight
My worstest enemy is the one that lives inside
I need you to stay this time
I need you to hold my hand real tight
Maybe if we are together we give this demon a fright
Now lately
I don't feel like seeing no one
I don't like to be crowded I'm not social
I'm antisocial
I get nervous
They annoy me
When they start with the stories
And all of the gossip that they say
Ooo It's so boring
It's all bullshit
I can't take it
I can't hear them
All I want is to go out with you and talk
About Random staff and take a walk
Maybe I go out for a drink or two to forget
If I come back waisted it must of been worth it
Don't leave me alone with me
I'm going to hurt myself tonight
My worstest enemy is the one that lives inside
I need you to stay this time
I need you to hold my hand real tight
Maybe if we are together we give this demon a fright
I can't beat myself no matter how much I try
Every day is a battle a fight until I die
Don't leave me alone with me
I'm going to hurt myself tonight
My worstest enemy is the one that lives inside
I need you to stay this time
I need you to hold my hand real tight
Baby if we are together we give this demon a fight!