Palm House - the art of disappearing Lyrics

Another pill another day
Wipe away the tears that stain, tell myself to bury it
Was I born to feel this way
Do I have a purpose but to run from some oblivion

And at night I can't sleep
I think that when I wake up I will somehow be invisible
So many secrets that I keep
Would it even matter if one day I wasn't there at all

I'm scared to breathe
Scared I'll open up and then one day you'll leave
I'm scared to love
Give myself to you and find I'm not enough

Made it through another week
Sell myself an empty promise that I will feel better soon
My mood is low, and then it peaks
I will myself to find some hope, something that will get me through

And I drink just to get high
Every drop that's past my lips will fade away my yesterdays
Something's dying deep inside
Twenty years seems far too long of feeling I am still a waste

I'm scared to breathe
Scared I'll open up and then one day you'll leave
I'm scared to love
Give myself to you and find I'm not enough

I'm scared to breathe
After everything I'm ripping at the seams
I'm scared to love
Didn't kill me but I'm still not strong enough

Will you stay
Stay right here
I know one day
I'll have no fear