Before, I didn't know your poison
And all at once you make me believe
Before, I didn't know your reason
And all at once I finally see
It wasn't for me It's for yourself
It's always something new
The things you put me through
And benefiting you
A masquerading bliss
That led to feeling less
And lose myself in this
It's like you're grinding away at my happiness
And you don't mind when I break and you're watching it
Now I know how it feels when love isn't real
You're a ghost when I needed you most
It wasn't for me, 'cause you won't change
It's always something new
The things you put me through
And benefiting you
A masquerading bliss
That led to feeling less
And lose myself in this