PainKiller - searching Lyrics

You said you was here for me
You said that you'd live for me
It's not like it's once or twice, you said it consistently
It's either you in or out
This shit ain't no mystery
I'm taking these drugs, yeah
They put me outside of my misery
Expressing my self like an instrument
Look into the mirror at an enemy
You light up the room, yeah
You light up the room like a Christmas tree, instantly
Remembering everything vividly
Now I'm singing right over this symphony
No empathy for a bitch that's not even missing me
Living through you like an embassy
But I should be protecting my energy
I don't even know if it's meant to be
I get under your skin like a centipede
I'm letting of shots like it's infantry
I'm in a whole 'nother different league
I drip everyday like I'm rinsing me
I am who I am, I'm an entity
Checking you out cause you interesting
It's the way that you moving so differently
The way that you flow like anemone
You lifting me up, you ascending me
I promise you won't see the end of me
Of a puzzle?
Yeah, I'm just the missing piece
I choose what I do
I'm losing my truth
My screws getting loose
I'm a fool without you
I'm keeping my cool
Got goose in my juice
Shoutout to my troops
Forever gon' shoot
I choose what I do
I'm losing my truth
My screws getting loose
I'm a fool without you
I'm keeping my cool
Got goose in my juice
Shoutout to my troops
Forever gon' shoot
Think about times like this
I thought about lying 'bout this
Rapping my mind around this shit
I hope it ain't counterfeit
Flaring me up like an allergen inside of my sinuses
You fine with this
I'm buying you shit
I'm working on dying and shit
I hope that I'm making my family proud, I know they relying on this
Climbing my way up started from nothing, now we at the top of the list
You call me a player, 'way I got models in Tahoes they riding and shit
We high like we flying and shit
We skying and shit
We pilot the ship
Walk with a limp, got racks in my jeans inside of the zip
We back to it
But we never ever attached to it
I'm so fluent
She giving me head, straight A student
I might lose it
Control of myself, but I'm goin' through it
Can't lose it
Controlling myself, got to thug through it
I move so smooth
They constantly watching and seeing what I'm doing
Constantly chasing the influence
Abusing it, yeah like a drug user
This is the shit they call thug music
This is the part we show love to it
Staying in line like a drug fluid
Keeping my high, I'm above humans
I cannot lie, I'm beyond humid
Look me in my eyes, see the blind through it
Committed to it like I'm signed to it
I'm steady tryin' to beat my mind to it
I spread my wings and I fly through it
I play my theme song and ride to it
I'll do whatever so I'm not losing
This my life, I gotta live through it
I choose what I do
I'm losing my truth
My screws getting loose
I'm a fool without you
I'm keeping my cool
Got goose in my juice
Shoutout to my troops
Forever gon' shoot
I choose what I do
I'm losing my truth
My screws getting loose
I'm a fool without you
I'm keeping my cool
Got goose in my juice
Shoutout to my troops
Forever gon' shoot
Keep moving, keep moving
Stay fluent, stay fluid
Breathe through it, seek through it
Peek through it, peace through it
Keep moving, keep moving
Stay fluent, stay fluid
Breathe through it, seek through it
Peek through it, peace through it
The jungle let the apes loose
A man walking straight through
No problems, like I'm bulletproof
Let's celebrate, just drop the roof
We chilling in a chicken coop
Shout out my dogs, all 'em woof
I'll never stop, I always move
I always been proud of you
It's always been hard to choose
Do I go with one or go with two?
Don't hold me up, just cut me loose
I'm free at last with all the room
It's time to let the flowers bloom
It's time to wash away the gloom
I'm sitting, staring at the moon
I never really cared for you
I didn't know how to break the news
I don't know what I saw in you
I'm finally seeking out my truth
I need for you to follow through