The days turn into years
My fears turn into tears
But still I am stuck here
Without
A way to stop this pain
Or light to keep me sane
False hope and faith in vain
One last chance
Hold me close and let me go
The wind blows for I'm your foe
Feel me fall and crush my dreams
Can you hear my silent screams
I'm lost and so alone
But still it is not shown
I'm better off alone
Instead
Of drowning you with me
If only you could see
How all this will hurt me
For good
And now after it all
My fate is to just fall
But still you seem to call
My name
I just can't kill this shame
Nothing here is the same
I am the one to blame
Forever
Hold me close and let me go
The wind blows for I'm your foe
Feel me fall and crush my dreams
Can you hear my silent screams
And suddenly while staring at the sea close
I freeze and realize that I've lost what I love most
I look to the sky and feel everything die
And all I can do at this point is question why
Pain in vain
Upon this ocean ledge I discover this sea is my bed
So I let it pull me in as I embrace my sins
And under a sea of lies I feel myself drown beneath the ocean tides
I cannot stay with you
None of this was really true
Maybe another day
Everything will be okay
In my head
Just leave me