Car Crash in First Person Video (MV)

I remember when I mattered
Swallowed enough bitter pills for a lifetime and a day
Things, they used to feel so full
Before it all decayed away

Caged inside a blueprint
Poor planning, oh poor me
The pity parade, what a f*cking charade
Hanging on to wires so thin for dear life
An optimist, surely
A fool, most certainly

I remember when I OD'd
Lying dead on my living room floor
My own father kept me breathing
Some days I wish that my heart had stopped beating

Caged inside a blueprint
Poor planning, oh poor me
The pity parade, what a f*cking charade
Hanging on to wires so thin for dear life
An optimist, surely
A fool, most certainly

Can't help but remember
What it feels like to be losing
Nothing quite as thrilling
As a car crash in first person