P Whispers - Escapist Lyrics

Anxious maybe time to ghost
Oh find me if you meant to

Kill a bad habit replace it with another one
Workin' in the shadows where the devil runs
12-3, day starts off in the devil's hours
Wake dreamin' thinkin' 'bout this dead love of ours
Can't trust a soul, I'm talkin' 'bout the set up
Four bows he show up no dough
Four licks later two and two we up and even the score
I wanna pray but I'm a guilty man
Hurtin' on the low it got me chilly man
Too too too too anxious for them uppers
Sad for them downers
I'on trust myself around 'em
Too too too too anxious for them uppers
Sad for them downers
I'on trust myself around 'em
How

Spiritual warfare got me conflicted
Pain don't go away live with it
Life a bitch toxicity addicted
(She ain't livin')
She livin' it up narcissistic
(It won't go away)
Spiritual warfare got me conflicted
Pain don't go away live with it
Life a bitch toxicity addicted
She livin' it up narcissistic
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to oh
Oh find me if you meant to

I'm an escapist
Thanks for this turmoil pain I'ma embrace this for growth
Anxious maybe time to ghost
Oh find me if you meant to

Pain coolin' at the worst time kicks in
Got a bad habit and I can't seem to kick it
Heart got a price and she really went and spent it
Gotta get some salt pour it on the wound and mend it
Listen to the Universe and God don't get offended
Ain't personal meant to happen don't question
Chalk to up to the game of life that we be livin'
Life's a bitch traumatized from transgressions
Dream when I'm awake don't fit in this place
Always mentally vacate and escape
Grass never greener but don't matter I chase
Better solitary so my haven is safe, ay

Spiritual warfare got me conflicted
Pain don't go away live with it
Life a bitch toxicity addicted
(She ain't livin')
She livin' it up narcissistic
(It won't go away)
Spiritual warfare got me conflicted
Pain don't go away live with it
Life a bitch toxicity addicted
She livin' it up narcissistic
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to oh
Oh find me if you meant to

I'm an escapist
Thanks for this turmoil pain I'ma embrace this for growth
Anxious maybe time to ghost
Oh find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
I'm an escapist
Thanks for this turmoil pain I'ma embrace this for growth
Anxious maybe time to ghost
Oh find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
(I'm an escapist) Find me if you meant to
Find me if you meant to
(I'm an escapist)
Find me if you meant to
(I'm an escapist) Find me if you meant to oh