P. Tae - Wish Pain (feat. Belo of Do or Die) Lyrics

I done been to most blocks, Chi town, I done been through the struggle
I done seen my nigga get shot up, put his brains in the rubble
I was the heart of this shit, I had some flaws and shit
They seen me as a devil, I was the heart of this shit
Been shot up, been kidnapped, I done been around
Had hits on me from the cartel, but it didn't go down
I been Do or Die, you didn't know we done shut shit down
We goin' pound for pound and we shooting round for round
Lord tell me why I gotta feel all this pain
Didn't he go to trial, didn't even find God
Why I gotta watch him lay in that grave
Why I gotta find the strength to be strong all the time
Why they smilin' in my face like I don't know they lyin
Why they actin' loyal, know that pressure compromisin
They waitin' till your guard down and that's when they gon' try it
I cannot forgive nobody else, I wish pain on my enemy
Gotta keep my dookies clean, every verse gon' be a bean
Real niggas know what I mean, these people tryna leave me hurt
They tellin' me that prayer work, I hope it ain't a nine to five
I'm hopin' that my God alive, sometimes I feel he unsubscribed
Niggas need to be unalive like the one that tried to f*ck my bitch
They hit me up like we mobbed tied, bitch nigga I'm off my shit
I play the game and it's all mods, my dad death gave me ADD
Got another job, don't get no sleep, I'm rippin' and runnin' and rippin' and weep
I just might catch me a flight to D.C, bre, what is your love like
Brand new watch, AP, SRT, and it's Dove White
Body breakin' down, my feet keep movin' in that dirt, right
SD, Lil Khali, that's the birthright
Everybody new I treat em' like they temporary
Missed out on some pussy cause her my chart, she didn't carry
If they ain't day one, they don't matter, don't put nobody on no platter
God, I know you gon' make me better, but a rattlesnake gon' rattle
Lord, tell me why I gotta feel all this pain
Didn't he go to trial, didn't he find God
Why I gotta watch him lay in that grave
Why I gotta find the strength to be strong all the time
Why they smilin' in my face like I don't know they lyin
Why they actin' loyal, know that pressure compromisin
They waitin' till your guard down and that's when they gon' try
I cannot forget nobody else, I wish pain on my enemies
You see there's a real nigga in your corner, why would your ass abuse it
Just got back from ATL, chillin' with Beef and Julian
I told Robin if she gon' toss it, then why she ain't toss it in my face
Ayy, Ruger on my waist, ayy, I'ma play it safe
Ayy, itty, bitty, titty, mitty, kitty, water tank
Enough is enough, y'all killin' me, only can see SD in my memory
Almost lost KB, put the fear in me, gotta check on Deon out in Tennessee
Wish my sister would heal before you move on, that's true pain when the chance gone
Told my pops I'ma get it, no record, get it, boi, I can hear it from heaven
Two AM, I'm up grindin' with Bevins, I would never acknowledge my fears
I do what I can for the villains, I do what I can for all my siblings
Do what I can for the business, I do what I can for the minions
Man, these demons talkin' strong, I hear messages through the songs
I was in love for so long, now me and my ex don't even speak
Why you use him like a pawn, and I blame everything on this grief
My pops had to leave it all on the mat, I gotta leave it all on my knee
Tell me why I gotta feel all this pain
Didn't he go to trial, didn't he find God
Why I gotta watch him lay in that grave
Why I gotta find the strength to be strong all the time
Why they smilin' in my face like I don't know they lyin
Why they actin' loyal, know that pressure compromisin
They waitin' till your guard down and that's when they gon' try it
I cannot forgive nobody else, I wish pain on my enemies
I wish pain on my enemies