AFRAID Video (MV)

How do you capture a feeling
How do you break a promise
Afraid to be accused of stealing
Afraid that my ideas aren't good enough
Afraid that I'll never be someone
Afraid that I couldn't keep up if I was that someone
And I had that audience
I just need an audience
Yeah then I would be content and be in awe that I had a following
Just keep chasing chasing chasing
What I feel I'm lacking lacking lacking
Meanwhile the confidence has hit a low point
And I don't smoke but there's an aching in my jaw joints
I've been grinding these pasts months but is it enough to keep the progress
I'm documenting the process
Yeah
I'm documenting the process
So hopefully I can see my progress
When they're callin' me I can say less
And I can tell my fans that I've been blessed
And the Lord is keeping me in my lane
I don't care if they call me insane
The things I've experienced have showcased
The love just doesn't refrain or hold back
And yeah I've had my low points and struggled to get my flow back
And felt like I didn't know rap
And I honestly don't know rap
Yeah everything is a learning process
I'm just trying to keep it honest
I'm not sure if I'd wanna be flawless
How's that for a verse
What would happen if we all went lawless
And people didn't change how they lived just to please what's behind the screen
Wether it be algorithms or peoples feelings I'm sick of feeling like I need to be seen
Cause fast cars money women and perfect relationships are fantasized by most teens
Being fed the lie that a perfect life looks like what they see on Instagram YouTube and Tik Tok scenes
Yeah
Perfect spouse
Perfect house
Perfect kids
Perfect job
Perfect body
No stress
No failure
No pain
No struggle
No loss
No energy drain or anything else that could hinder our desires
Perfect spouse
Perfect house
Perfect kids
Perfect job
Perfect body
No stress
No failure
No pain
No struggle
No loss
No energy drain or anything else that could hinder our desires