I been runnin' it's so hard to keep control
Derealization got me questioning what it's for
What is real? Are you real? I miss before
Nowadays I stay way too numb and sore
Heart to give so my heart is all yours
Double face, but the real you I prefer
I smoke
All my ways I'ma fight 'em
I roll
In a haze lose my sight uh
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Ain't nobody here by my side
Wish I could have her but I gotta earn her uh
My head been filled up with lies
Saying she want me but yet I disturb her uh
You know I want you in my life
But I don't think I can go anywhere further uh
I hope God can hear all my cries
I went through all of this just to divert her uh
I'm out my body bitch, I'ma lose control
Derealization got me questioning what it's for
I'm out my body bitch, I'ma lose control
Derealization got me questioning what it's for