Overtired - Going Through A Lot Lyrics

It feels like I
I haven't slept in weeks
So I'll consume all the chemicals
Until I don't have to speak
I know you can see that everything I need
Is just out of my reach
And I just can't seem to figure life all out
It wasn't something you could teach
I need you here but you're not
You're just going through a lot
Now you need me here but I'm not
Cause I'm just going through a lot
Or am I not?
And I have tried my best to be so strong
But I am just too weak
I just can't seem to see the brighter side of life
When things have been this bleak
So what's the point of anything at all
When every thing will one day cease?
And if we're all doomed to die alone
How can we rest in peace?
I need you here but you're not!
I need you here but you're not
You're just going through a lot
Now you need me here but I'm not
Cause I'm just going through a lot
Or am I not?