Left me on the porch feeling hollow
And it sucks cause I was trying to sober up for tomorrow
But I fall back again
Chasing vain things like drugs and women
Broke the pact I had with myself and slipped into the floorboards
Drinking gourds of past mistakes and cheap PBR
What went down has revealed many scars of past calamities
It's hard to see a champion massacred
It's hard to see my ex-girl in the ER,
Can't see her cause her friends
Think I'm a dick and controller
So I'm beyond split
Every decision is a big one
So I fall back
Smoke a spliff and
With precaution
Maybe auction
Away my freedoms
Sacrifice my
Soul to save another
Be the bread and butter of support
Be a lifeline
By giving up mine
I need a sign from God