I'm drowning in my thoughts, can't find the surface
My mind's a battlefield, the pain's my only purpose
I've been searching for the light, but it's always out of reach
Lost in the abyss, emotions that I can't unleash
Yeah, I'm popping pills and I'm the aching side
But every dose is tasting like another lie
I'm haunted by my past, demons whisper in my ear
Am I running from my fears, but they always reappear
Voices in my head, they tell me I'm not enough
Put my mask on, but inside it's always rough
Heartbreak after heartbreak, love's a losing game
I'm trapped in this cycle, every day's the same
She said she'd be there, she left me in the cold
Now my heart's a wasteland, every beat feels so old
Yeah, I'm screaming out for help, but nobody hears a sound
In the ocean of despair, I'm destined to drown
Yeah, I'm destined to drown
My dreams are filled with shadows, darkness all around
I'm searching for some peace, but it can't be found
I'm a prisoner of pain, shackled by my own mind
Yeah, hoping for salvation, but it's something I can't find
Yeah, but it's something I can't find
You gotta redesign
Yeah