Waking up, can't breathe
Stayed up too late and smoked too many
Or is it just anxiety
Contemplating what others think of me
Constantly comparing
Me to everyone else around
Around me
Lying down, what a joke
First thing I do is get up and smoke
Wondering where did my pride go
Yeah, I lost that long ago
Because I'm tired of forever feeling
Consumed by apathy
About almost everything
Except that which concerns me
Constantly comparing
Me to everyone else around
Around me
I never said I want to die
I just said I hate that I'm
Anxious about going to sleep
And waking up to more anxiety
I never said I want to die
I just said I hate that I
Feel like there's no place left to run
So I'll go dread sleep and waking up