Rainy day
It's always the same
I wait for someone
To save me
Hate this
I hate feeling like this
I hear a voice whisper to me
(Whispers)
She says
MISERY LOVES COMPANY
(But there are times)
I feel torn
And what should be silent
Returns afloat
Then I feel my blood running
My fists closing tight
Eyes open wide
How am I supposed to handle this life
What are these blues I have sometimes?
Just want to flood my everything
Rip apart and throw at the ocean
Every good thing I've done
Am I dreaming?
Please
If you know
Hit me
To wake me up
From this nightmare
Please
I can't do it alone
Look into my eyes
And tell me
It will be fine
Burn my heart
(Flood my head)
I'm not o-kay
(Would you)
Help me
(Erase me)
My mind
(Won't stop aching)
I don't want
(or need or feel)
Like I need
(To be saved)
Let me be
(Let me live)
Let me fight
This misery
(Would you understand)
This rage I feel
I am what I am
But I swear
I'm trying
To do my best
To not be the one crying
When everything is already a mess
What if this anger
Leads me to self destruction
And what's inside devours me
What is this rage I feel somedays?
Just want to burn down everything
Spread salt and
Stand to see the nothingness
That comes out of a dead place
OH
Hate
Hate
This feelings
Stab my heart
Again and Again
Hate
This nightmare
Consumes my brain
Until it withers
Am I dreaming?
Please
If you know
Hit me
To wake me up
From this nightmare
Please
I can't do it alone
Look into my eyes
And tell me
It will be fine
Burn my heart
(Flood my head)
I'm not o-kay
(Would you)
Help me
(Erase me)
My mind
(Won't stop aching)
I don't want
(or need or feel)
Like I need
(to be saved)
Let me be
(Let me live)
Let me fight
(This misery)