Other Memories - Will I Ever Learn? Lyrics

I would often sit at the back (I would often sit at the back)
With no one there to say goodbye (Say goodbye)
I just can't stand
I would often sit at the back
With no one left to say goodbye
I just can't stand
I want to hide
As I began to realize
When all the people give you the back
And you have nothing left inside
I needed to take my pride
We saw the light
I never thought if this was right
But I never wanted to go back
Despite the blood in my hand
I decided to fight against your eyes
Will I ever learn
My lessons and mistakes?
Will I ever Burn The bullshit in my head?
I just can't stand (Now start again)
All the struggle in my head
Led me to depression and despair
I believed they were my escape
However, they buried me to death
Who am I now? Where do I belong?
I'd never suffered for so long
I feel stabbed in my back
I just want to fade to black
What can I do?
People aren't shit, they're far worse
My confidence was cracked and torn apart
This is not my bitter farewell
It's just a warning: I will return
Will I ever learn
My lessons and mistakes?
Will I ever drown the memories in my heart?
I just can't stand anymore