What am I waiting for? Another day to see bright lights
No one is coming to save me, barren words fill my eyes
Come around and find me, come find what is left of me
Empty promises, hollow words, until ghosts walk with me
Who´s to blame, despite what I have done
I´m too deep to feel anything
Still, something is keeping me alive
I won't quit until I breathe again
Don't pray for me, it's pointless, let me fall
I need the mindset of a soldier
I'm not crawling, anymore
Options lay open in front of me
If I take a step, does everything fall into place it should be?
I've seen this so many times, dear relapse to embrace
This is a moment of fate, a little piece of light to see
It's hard to see I'm as good as anyone
I've got to earn a chance to live
You´re breaking through these bars to hold me
Please don´t flee when you see my face again
Don't pray for me, it's pointless, let me fall
I need the mindset of a soldier
I'm not crawling, anymore
My beloved demons, I curse you to get away from me
I know I found the reason, killing you will be bittersweet
(get away from me, so I shall be free)
Don't pray for me, it's pointless, let me fall
I need the mindset of a soldier
I'm not crawling, anymore