Oscar IV - The Space Between, Pt. II Lyrics

It's like every time
It's like every time I try to talk about it
I find the words but I don't know if they get me
So I try to come up with a different way
See back then I wasn't gon' speak on forever
Lately you been on my mind
You know that, I know that
Let's put that behind us baby
Thoughts ain't gon' get me by
I know that, I know my worth
And you should find yours too
To find some peace, nobody listening
But me, I spread my wings and take flight
Then they wonder why we get high
It's eating, it eats at me frequently
Serious my tone but words they be tongue-in-cheek
Missing the point, why you getting so defensive
I could write a whole damn book on how you stressing me
Big head I got, big ego it's a lot
You can't handle it I bet
It's only right that I don't get upset
I'm working on myself, kinda sorta maybe
Kinda going crazy in this bubble, pop
Lock in, drop another tab
Weighing on my back again
Let's go another round I drown in my sin
Hey I found another friend, sh- gone with the wind
Many losses make me lesser til' I learn me lesson
But duck it I don't need it got my pad and my pen
I pen, I pen the pages start to blend
Can I make it to the
End this with a message about my lover
Used to keep it public now just undercover, man
See back then I wasn't gon' speak on forever
Lately you been on my mind
You know that, I know that
Let's put that behind us baby
Thoughts ain't gon' get me by
I know that, I know my worth
And you should find yours too
To find some peace, nobody listening
But me, I spread my wings and take flight
Then they wonder why we get high
Waiting on a better tomorrow
Hope it comes and I don't borrow a mood that will sour up the spoils
Hidden treasures I know that they there but never saw them
Who am I leading the people, usually Theodora
Look at me picking a side i'm usually on the fence
Take a stand for myself give a damn if I offend
Cause' long years of being low and get the shorter end
Will leave you jaded on living no more can I pretend
I'm back in the garden nothing but trees and the leaves
No longer guarding my being just please let me be
Only room for growing me and Eve
Running from my problems no more, ain't no need to flee
Turn that bleak perception of life around
Let me see that hand and come this way
I can help you understand, but you gotta give me this
Emotions and everything in between
Let your walls down i'll put you onto finer things
See back then I wasn't gon' speak on forever
Lately you been on my mind
You know that, I know that
Let's put that behind us baby
Thoughts ain't gon' get me by
I know that, I know my worth
And you should find yours too
To find some peace, nobody listening
But me, I spread my wings and take flight
Then they wonder why we get high
But like I was saying
Come at a different angle
You get a different side, different perspective
On how they can interpret the information