Order of Elimination - Another Day Lyrics

I end another day with that same feeling inside
That internal pain I cover up and try to f*cking hide

Another day I'm stuck crying all alone
Mental torture is all I've ever known
You wait and see when I finally hit my end
Ending it all and wasting all this time that I spent

This time spent wasted filled with anger and disdain
One final tear as I put a f*cking bullet in my brain
Through all this pain I still pray for better days
Alone I'm stuck it will always be this way

F*ck you for leaving me behind
Vivid images of the past still stuck in my mind
As I beg for help I cant seem to find
A reason to stay I've given up on life

Spending days wasting away
Heart racing while I watch as I slowly decay
Paralyzed and numb, I cant be saved
The pain of thousands engulfing my grave

I've been betrayed by the word of god
Any hope of peace I had is now long gone
Another day the bloodshed from a former life
Inflicts control over a part of me that wont seem to die

It wont f*cking die