And if that's how it is
Then I want no part in it
And yeah it's hard for me but I must admit
That it's a part of me that I can't dismiss
A bigger part of me that I truly miss
Don't talk, I don't wanna hear what you say
Cold heart, frozen so it easily breaks
I tried, I just don't know what to say
Don't act like you don't know me
I'll ask why, you'll ignore me
You told me that you'd be there for me
I hate that I let you destroy me
It feels like the higher controls me
I don't have much trust in myself
Why would I put trust in anyone else